i don’t even want to do him. how is this good?
p.s. my x fiance got married to the bitch he claimed he was never cheating on me with so i stopped writing on this here blog, (lol if u want but that shit was not lol) he said him and the gal- they had a 12 year history. haha funny cause we were together for 7 of those 12. at the end i would have eloped and i was looking into a doctor that would have given us twins.
… … …he never knew i was actually serious about him and everyone else was optional until he made up his stupid mind. when he finally did his mind wasn’t me. all things in for a reason but, when is it my turn to have something that doesn’t turn into a catch 22?
i’m sick again. i’m sure it’s my job and the unruliness of never having time for myself. and i’m really really alone in all this: shitfaced masterpiece of life- shall i blow my candles i’m not anybody’s wife and doubt i’ll ever want to be.
another year older. really much wiser-er.