Dear Diary,
It’s like a long day that won’t end really. I’ve stopped writing and changed a letter in my blog name in hopes of losing him off of this personal blog of mine. Seriously, can nothing be sacred? And if I have to try so hard is it worth it? Is he worth it? If I have to try so hard should I bother?
If the only thing that is wrong with a man is the fact that he overloves you and doesn’t look as gorgeous on the outside as you want him to, should I stay?
Should I be superficial? Are the other underlying problems getting to be too much?
Is there a way to give up gracefully? A way to let him know that yes. He is the centerpoint of my stress level nomatter how hard he tries not to be smothersome.
Is it strange to think of a near miss again? Is this my conscience or me sabotaging a pretty good thing?
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Slaughterhouse Five,