actually make that three people.
DEAR MY FUCKIN DIARY,
the first man i ever truly loved i saw again two weeks ago. exchanged numbers went to eat. like the time really didn’t pass at ALL. seriously. A million things are going through my mind. I think that the three people that are most important to me still being in my life makes me go nuckin futs.
i’ve had three very serious relationships thus far and they are all (came back) standing here willing to give me the world in a moment and all i can do is cry and get sick. physically. Well You see the problem is I’m already happily taken by guy #3… but why o why must i complicate things. I’m so happy. Really so happy I feel the need to keep telling you how happy I really am.
i think that if i could just put them ALL together i’d have the perfect man because
- MENTAL(caters to me {all inclusively}mentally 1st Guy)-pros: incredibly brilliant!, UNBELIEVABLE mind, sarcasm, quick!, humorous, logical, cons: a little overweight (tiny bit-I’m picky), has cavities (doesn’t keep himself up as much as i would like), doesn’t have his own place (which could be good if you’re saving? who knows), totally shuts me off/i have reason to believe he cheated
- PHYSICAL(caters to me physically {show-off & bedroom}2nd Guy)-pros: beautiful body, complete asshole (but don’t you love that?), gorgeous face!, extreme, loves HARD, i spent most of my twenties with him-comfort! Cons: has a girlfriend he’d drop in two hot seconds for me, has a bad temper/jealous (ticking timebomb), totally shuts me off/i have reason to believe he cheated, we REALLY didn’t work the first time
- EMOTIONAL(caters to me emotionally {holds me to sleep, protective}3rd Guy)-pros: he’s loving, great with family, not my race, beautiful children/easier lifestyle, buys me pretty things! Very emotionally giving Cons: jealous, a little more overweight, sortof simpish (crybabyish), no swag, not very stern with kids- but great with them (which could be bad and good for disciplinary)
WHAT SHOULD I DO GUYS? WHICH ONE SHOULD I CHOOSE? Guy number 1, 2, or 3.
keep in mind they all do a mediocre job of mental, physical, and emotional—it’s just that each one EXCELS in one particular category.