so, i think i’m going to get fired. is it bad that i want to be fired now. when you give 150% to a company and they decide to tell you you haven’t done enough… that’s grounds for utter disappointment; right?
my wish is i find something else… but, hey if they fire me i could collect my unemployment and study at home while i search for the perfect career. i just can’t help but be so in awe. i give everything i have to this job every damn day. every damn day. crazy right? well if they don’t fire me that’s worse cause then i have to look at all these people who think shit of me every day and walk around here miserable… black- balled.
i’m such an excellent worker i really don’t deserve this.
i could swear to god it’s harrassment because of my skin color and jealousy… but how do you prove that? my associate just got promoted and she has no degree- and i have one degree working on my next degree and yet they just told me i “overdress” for work… translation= i look too pretty every day so i have to dumb it down a bit.
god give me fuckin strength.
o yea and somebody in my family died last week… but hey, i’m not under any stress at all. yea fuckin right.